Update, directly from Joe:
As of the last update, Ella had started on a pain pump to control abdominal pain. Ella had developed mucositis (a painful inflammation and ulceration of the lining of the GI/digestive tract) from her esophagus down to her butt. The mucositis has caused vomiting, abdominal cramping, diarrhea, and skin breakdown around her butt (to be overly descriptive). The doctor had dosed her pain medication according to her weight (a continuous infusion to help keep her pain at bay), but it happened to be too much for Ella. Ella slept for about two days straight and when she was up (normally only about 15-30 minutes at a time), she was extremely irritable. When she was sleeping, her sleep was very restless as well.
By day two, we pleaded with the doctors to reduce the pain medicine dose with hopes that Ella’s pain would still be controlled, but she would become more herself too. With the dose reduction, Ella “came back to life.” She pepped up and started playing and talking like normal Ella. Her sleep was so much better too. Ella only had the pump for about three days and then they discontinued it. Ella seemed to be pain free and she also hadn’t gotten sick in a few days. It seemed that she turned a corner and was feeling better. On Thursday, Ella’s nurse even removed the PCA (pain medicine) pump from her IV pole to “lighten the load” and make it easier to chase her through the halls.
Well, last night (Thursday) Ella got sick again. It came out of nowhere it seemed. We found reasons to justify it, but then it happened again three hours later. Nausea meds didn’t matter. This was strange (Ella hadn’t gotten sick in about 4 days and now she’s doing it again? We thought she was over the worst of the mucositis). Ella fought going to sleep and finally was asleep before 11pm (way too late for her). Ella had an extremely rough night started by waking up in the 1am hour. She was awake, crying, and inconsolable. We asked her what was wrong? What hurt? Was it her belly again? Did her butt hurt? What was it? Ella just cried, her voice was hoarse from the vomiting and all the crying. Our hearts were just breaking because she wouldn’t communicate what was wrong and we couldn’t help or console her (Nothing worse than feeling helpless as a parent. We are meant to protect our children). Pain medication (a single, one-time dose of morphine) helped for about one hour, but then she was up and unhappy again. We thought, if the pain medicine didn’t work like it had in the past, what is wrong? We did everything to console her and try not to get frustrated (Sarah was better at the latter than I was).
Eventually Ella wore herself out around 5:30a, but we were woken up at about 7:30a for Ella’s CT (“cat”) scan. Oh yeah, on Monday, Ella’s left eye became blood-shot. We had the doctor and nurse practitioners look at and they were going to “watch it.” By Wednesday, ophthalmology was consulted and an eye doctor came to look at Ella’s eye. He pressed on and around her eye and when done, warned us that her eye make become black-and-blue soon after. He was right. That night, Ella had developed a black eye. Ella’s doctors had ordered blood tests and even test of her tears to rule out infections. On Thursday, the doctors wanted to go one step further and do an x-ray. Radiology felt a CT scan was better and so, that was scheduled instead. Problem is, Ella won’t sit still for a CT and she needs to be sedated….actually, put out or “to sleep” so they can get a good “picture.” Never good to know your child is being sedated though she’s done great every time it’s happened.
So, this morning we were taken to CT by 8am for her scan. By 9am, the scan was done and she was snoozing from the sedation. It has been determined that she has cellulitis (a bacterial skin infection) around her left eye. She is being treated with antibiotics and we will see how her eye responds over the next few days. If it gets better, antibiotics will continue for a few weeks. If not, the eye doctors and ENT (ear/nose/throat) doctors will have to figure out some other intervention. Infectious disease doctors (always consulted for ANY infection) think she’ll respond when her immune system is back and the antibiotics are in full force.
Good news for today? Ella’s white blood cells have finally come back(the important cells that fight infections)! 0.72 is the level…low, but at least they’re making an appearance again. Progress. The doctors put Ella back on a pain medicine pump again to control her pain (bone pain similar to “growing pains” but way worse) while her bone marrow is making WBCs again. Once her counts recover (to a more normal level), the pain and the pain pump will go away, Ella will get her nasogastric tube reinserted, and we will restart her tube feeds again.
Hopefully we will be home by end of next week. We won’t rush it though. Ella will respond when her body is good and ready. We will be patient and wait. We want to go home when the time is right because we don’t plan on coming back. We pray for remission (a cure) and we believe that this is Ella’s FINAL hospitalization. She WILL be cancer FREE!!!